Am back. I thought I would just start off with a couple of words instead of an empty post even though I don't have much to say.
Things have cleared up. Financially, am stable. After the thing I went through, my goal is to save up as much as possible by the end of each month, paying off my family for the money they loaned me to cover my ass, and am trying my best to buy only what I need, not what I want. That means, no CDs (replaced those with my own online downloads), no books (so am stuck with limited number of textbooks I get from work, some are nice. But hey! I still can buy Reader's Digest: good and cheap), no spoiling my car with fancy wash or polish for a time, no new clothes for the time being, though I need a pair of jeans in place of the one my cousin tore at my ass. *Looking at the things I wrote* Man ... I need a new perfume too ... but will leave that to later and I will hold on to my Body Shop ... not really bad. Am happy :)
Emotionally, umm how can I say it ... mature? That is the word indeed. I know what I want and what I don't and I am not giving up on looking nor am lowing my levels.
It is not easy, I am telling you. To have those nice guys around you who you would want them to get closer to you and have a little fun with, but hey, if they lack the essence, I am afraid I have to draw a line and slow down and cut it off before the guy reach out for something that ain't his, you know what I mean?
Lately, a friend of mine has been giving me more than just a support. Beside helping me clearing my head, he filled me with hope and encouragement. I am writing this now because of him, and I promise you people, am going back to drawing and my first, is going to you :)
I need to save up for an ipod .. hummm.
Okay folks :) from now on, I will write something every day. Even if it’s just a couple of words or whatever is going inside of my head.
Oh oh!! I got something great to tell you!! :D My hair grown to cover my neck!! God I miss my hair and am so happy to get some of it back!
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